"I-" Jon stares a moment, because yes of course his mind automatically goes to 'breaking up with me.' He struggles rather intensely with this, a large part of him ready to beg Martin for a second chance or something equally selfish and ridiculous, the kind of nonsense you only saw in movies. And it was selfish, of course, because at the moment losing the only person he ever actually loved made it feel like he was that much closer to becoming a creature more than a man.

Boy, struggling a lot today. He finally nods numbly. "I can... can head over now, clear everything out so you don't have to worry about it." He's pretty proud he managed that, maybe shakily but still. "Not like there's much, right? Quick enough job."